How much can a heart take before you can no longer heal whats left of it? Yet again my heart has been shattered for the millionth time. I mean what is it that I do wrong, where do I go wrong? All I do is be myself and nothing more, I offer to world of happy days and is it never enough? This time round though, It was for the fact that she feels not even my love can help her… owch! How does this work people? Im sick and tired of being used and treated wrongly, put through my paces and just when everything seems to be going well they go ahead and say im no longer of need, not even a we can just be friends or anything. Just a simple i wont be needing you anylonger…. FUCK YOU
Life can be cruel, It can be so incredible alone at times too… I think I’ve finally reached this point in my life and I will mention that everyone does but what I will admit is that a lot of it is my own doing. I’m just coming to terms with the fact that I need to do something about my stage of life before I let it go forever, When I say forever I don’t mean I’m going to jump a cliff but I know it’s showing through me and my personality and my confidence. It’s starting to effect the way people think of me and the way i think of myself. Sometimes if only a hug, a heart and a voice of an angel was in reach…
Taryn is fucking cool, hands up who thinks this? I do! Fuck i always have a huge giggle and forget my day by replacing my shitty thoughts with laughter when ever i read her blogs, make’s me rememeber that I’m not the only one having weird days… Stay AWESOME TARYN! p.s. She had the most coolest curls last night, FACT: YOU MISSED OUT!!!
As it says above I have decided that it’s my turn to turn my own chapter of life and change it i will., weather it be around and upside down. I’m sick of being the one to let my life drift slowly past my eyes, Waiting and hoping for some mirical or magical something to change it for me as we all know it wont happen. So I have decided on some set rules for myself to follow and to stay true to as by doing this it means I shall be staying true to myself and my life. No more are the days of dreaming, The dreams are to be made real. No more are the times of sitting at home alone and depressed apon myself, Wondering why am I home on a saturday? I shall find myself once again… Lazy life style? Guilty!
“ Love’s a drug and we all know it, we choose to become addicted to it
Why is it, That the girl you really want is blind and never notices? Why is it, That you know the second you ask her the mark over friendship that it will go backwards and not forwards, So you just never have the heart to ask. Why is it that you can never have the girl you want? Honestly how the fuck does this game work because I’ve lost all my three lives in this one…. GAME OVER
“ I’m sick of being the liker, when shall i be liked?
